I want you to look at me like you do the women on the screen. I want you to listen to me like you do to your favorite band. I want you to play me like your guitar, sometimes hard and fast, sometimes soft and slow. I want you to cherish me like the songs you write. I want you to want me. I want you to love me.
So I am currently in Chicago for an internship. I hope to end these two months not only enlightened in a business aspect but also enlightened of who I am. I struggle daily to see the good in myself. I constantly second guess every decision I make. I am hoping to change and become the woman I have strived to be for so long.